
you can call me
flower if you want
to. i jumped in the
river
but there
was nothing
there.
There is no
narrative
of how you arrived
Here.
“It is all relative,
i guess”
she said.
“relative to nothingness”
I replied.
and death is
the
reward
a flash full
of
stars.
I don’t give a
hoot
about everyone’s
journey.
we’re not going
through
a journey
we are dying
slowly.
these people
are hope and
they live and
burn and then
“look at those poor leaves
hanging on” the mother said
“thats supposed to be very
inspiring” (but its not) we
said.
“A picture of the
fire does not
keep us warm”
(only a fire
actually
burns.)

if my
Mind is a
Container
the rest of
the world is fuzz.
don’t talk about
magic
all meaning
is conventional and
the Internet
is the end of
language.
normalcy is the real virus
a plague on our people
the manger is melting,
please do not feed
the animal.
the syndrome is
Civilization
the symptom
is repression.
and death
is the reward
for getting
through the
absurd
other than that
All we have
is accumulated
Culture
And the conversation
You are having.
Which is only true
because
you
are
having it.
everything
will work out
for you,
but if it
doesn’t, it’s
not like
it ever
does
any
way.

my mind
does not
concern
me.








